Ugh

Ugh is the best word to describe how I feel right now.  I spent the morning watching TV. Then, I cleaned the bathroom and organized my bedroom. Then, I went to the store and bought snacks for our trip. Now I am once again hungry and thirsty, my back is sore from store and cleaning, and I have no motivation to do anything else, yet, feel too lazy to do nothing. Therefore, I've considered writing one more blog before our trip as doing something. I had the worst nightmare ever the other night. It was so terrible I don't think you want to know, but it was about someone breaking in to kill Beaner while still in my belly. Not fun. Yesterday after the dream, Beaner didn't move barely at all. It freaked me out. But this morning he's been kicking like crazy and continuing to do so! In fact, I'm so surprised by his movement that I want to type faster to get this over with so I can just sit here and feel her move! (Like how I transitioned with him and her? :) )
Tonight we hail the new captain of the boat. This means we welcome him to the crew and go to dinner at his house. I'm kind of looking forward to this. This new captain has done a lot for Dave and I to help us out with baby and my back and I am very thankful for him.
Some people have assumed which sex of baby I want. I actually haven't told anyone if I have a preference. Nor do I intend to now. But what I will say is that not even Dave knows if I have a preference or not. And people cannot tell me that I cannot say "a  healthy one" because YES I CAN. and YES I WILL. And, especially, with my history, I am entirely in the right to be able to say that. In fact, anyone is really. But if I must, I will give one cliche, I want a cute baby. :)
I better end this now so I can go start my "online diet journal" which is mandatory homework assigned to me by my doctor! YAY.... (sacrasm drips...) It's a pain in the butt enough finding things I will eat, let alone having to log in every day to record it all! Oh well, it's all for the Bean!